2003-09-11 - 10:47

Do I notice that I've got misspellings in my postings? Yes.

Do I give a fuck? No.

What's up with that? Well, you see, this is my fucking diary here, where I spill my heart, not my mind. I keep them separate on some levels. When I am writing in here about emotions, I have little to no thoughts about other things...just "let it flow".

Aren't I smart enough to know better? Um, I used to get top dollar working as a proofreader/editor. My mind searched for misspellings and incorrect grammar. Now, years later, whether it be to due to lifestyle changes or drug use (prescription only of course) or what-have-you my priorities have shifted (thankfully!!!!!!).

The most immediate truth I live is that I AM A HUMAN BEING. I'm not a "profession" or "other lame description". I am not confined by some restrictions. I am a HUMAN, comma, BEING.

Yea, I know, PC-ness and image and vanity and BS BS BS

I just wanna LIVE

FEEL

BE

LOVE

EXPERIENCE

SHARE

CARE

and all that other hippy shit.

Except that I shower. And use deodorant.

Blah Blah Blah.

Oh, diary, what a wierd world it is that this is my diary and that people I don't even know can read this stuff. And also that people that I know that have passwords on their own diaries can read this. And also that people who don't share their innermost feelings with me can read my inner thoughts.

Again, blah blah blah.

Um, yea.

Simple---by choice.

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